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I'm not supposed to be scared of anything,
But I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm tryin' hard to breathe now,
But there's no air in my lungs.
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb.
I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes.
God, I feel so frustrated lately.
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes
Feelin' weak and weary
Walkin' through this world alone
Everything they say every word of it
Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed)
I've got something to say
But now I've got nowhere to turn
It feels like I've been buried
Underneath all the weight of the world.
I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
Now I'm goin through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin', bound and breakin'
I hope I'll make it, through all these changes.
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God I feel so frustrated, lately
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it.
But I'm going through changes, changes.
God I feel so frustrated, lately.
And I get suffocated, I hate this.
But I'm going through changes, changes.
s0o0o umm s0o far today has been okkkk i reckon i dont know why it wouldnt beee...ummmm well maggii came over this morn which always makes my dayyyyy....welll we sat around here played with the pupppy for lil while than decided we would go to kyndalllls sence its always funnn over tehre :) well delaina was there which we didnt know but we hung out there for lil while than we allll went to fro0o0onterraa mmmmm it was g0o0o0d lol...oh and i got some jeans from kyndall and some black shoes that i am going to wear tomorrow bc im dressing up which i d0o0o alot this year for some odd reason hmm hell idk but neway yah ! afer frontera we all went to kyndallls daddys wo0ork to get money !!! than kyndall took us back to our car in which i took maggi back to her house and n0o0ow im sitting here ! i was pose to call you when i wasnt around my friends but im not going to because your too mean to me s0o0 il jsut wait intill you get boo0ored once again sometime today or s0o0o and let you call me whenever that may be ! not to worried about it though because i know when you call your jsut going to be mean like usual and say stuff that will prob hurt my feelings but i have learned to live with that lately ! neways...s0o0 yah maybe il do something tonight heck i dont know depends...o0o0 and i cant wait for not this weekend but next because im going to PARRRRRTTTYYY in T-TOWN haha yayaya cant waittttt !!! :) its going to bee KRRRRUUUUNKKKKKKKK.... but yah to go on with the story lol..yall know how i am i just get bo0o0red and start writing away s0o0o hmm i dont know what else to say because thats alllll iv done today !!! but i guessss illl go0o0o oooo and i love your lj maggiii lol :)
iiiiii l0o0o0o0oveeee my frrriieenddss :)
i dont understand YOUUUU....i think thats as far as im going to go ! THANKS FOR BREAKING MY HEART RIPPING IT INTO TO THANKS FOR NOT CHANGING WHEN THATS ALL I EVER ASK OF YOU THANKS FOR NOT DOING YOUR PART AND OWNING UP TO THE LIES THANKS FOR RUINING SOME OF MY DAYS THANKS FOR LYIN ABOUT HOW YOU LOVED ME THANKS FOR STILL LYING ABOUT THE WAY YOU FEEL...I DONT BLV ANYTHING AND I HAVE EVER RIGHT TO NOT BLV IT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE ! IM SMILING O YES IM SMILING BUT NOTHING HURTS WORSE THAN THIS ! I DIDNT WANT TO HAVE TO GET OVER YOU BUT GUESS IM GOING TO HAVE T0O0O !!!
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